I've been playing The Freshman and Hey There Delilah like... nonstop. I've also been sleeping a lot.

Things are on the up and up. I don't get it.

Maybe it's the FACT that I'm going nowhere. I'm working at two dead end jobs, taking me nowhere important, as I see it.

I need a skill. I need... an education.

I don't want her to leave me. She's my... everything. If I don't get my education, I fear she will. Not because she doesn't love me, but... I don't know. It's my fear. It's a huge fear. I wish I knew.... It feels good to be leaned on, relied upon, looked up to, embraced, whatever, and I fear she won't once she is more educated.

This fucking bullshit make-uh me-uh insane-uh.

I have no real-world skills. None. I can work in a warehouse. Woo. A few hours training and anyone else can, as well.

Fucking college and it's bullshit courses. Why can't I just be smart?

...I wish I knew.

fuck this.

I am drunk

gimme some sabbath

Gawd damn youre a fucking pussy.

What is it with you and threads like this?

Its the "quarter life crisis" I've mentioned before. Sack the hell up and get through it.

If youre worried "she" will leave you its because you think youre a funny looking goof ball who couldnt land another bitch. Don't let her see that side (this pussy insecure emo side) side of you and she'll probably stick around..

Gawd damn youre a fucking pussy.

What is it with you and threads like this?

Its the "quarter life crisis" I've mentioned before. Sack the hell up and get through it.

If youre worried "she" will leave you its because you think youre a funny looking goof ball who couldnt land another bitch. Don't let her see that side (this pussy insecure emo side) side of you and she'll probably stick around..

She likes the insecure side.

I think she *gasp* loves me... FOR REALZ!!! O NOES!:eek:

I've just been a little emo. Now I'm listening to Sabbath and Floyd. Life is getting better as the tunes get louder and awesomer.

Gawd damn youre a fucking pussy.


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I need real friends, that care, in person. This internet thing works only sorta.

Thanks for listening guys, I love you!

cut pink fag outta that and replace with AC/DC or sumptin'.

You'll be fine, just keep making decisions and moving forward.

As for the bitch, my test goes as follows: stop having sex with her for a while, like a couple three weeks. If you still like her, stay. If she drives you nuts, go forth with fortune..

Fuck you! Floyd is awesome! But Now I'm listening to Boston.

We haven't had sex in like a month.

Maybe I just need to bust loose the juice and get her hurtin for a squirtin.

I need real friends, that care, in person. This internet thing works only sorta.

Thanks for listening guys, I love you!

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Oh fuck! Glycerine just popped up, keep going, emo asshole.

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X1,000

I don't know what I'm listening to, but it made the ambien worth the trip.

I'm drunk and chewing an ambien right now :)

my nuts itch,


on a side note, its ok little buddy. the rest of life is all sunshine and rainbows and shit. i would hug you if i were there, and maybe even fo a little extra long till its kinda homo.

theres no such thing as sunshine and rainbows once you hit a certain point in your 20's.

Sack the fuck up. Realize what life "really" concists of, deal with it and move forward.

May the gods feed you honey, you fucking wierdo...

Hey There Delilah

I'd rather listen to two cats fucking than that trash.

I'd rather listen to two cats fucking than that trash.

I didn't say it was good.

how many times did you cut yourself?

I'd rather listen to two cats fucking than that trash.



Ahahahahahahahahahahahah!

how many times did you cut yourself?

I shaved today, does that count?

I shaved today, does that count?


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I've been playing The Freshman and Hey There Delilah like... nonstop. I've also been sleeping a lot.

Things are on the up and up. I don't get it.

Maybe it's the FACT that I'm going nowhere. I'm working at two dead end jobs, taking me nowhere important, as I see it.
Maybe it's the fact that you're a fag.

I need a skill. I need... an education.
and some balls.

I don't want her to leave me. She's my... everything. If I don't get my education, I fear she will. Not because she doesn't love me, but... I don't know. It's my fear. It's a huge fear. I wish I knew.... It feels good to be leaned on, relied upon, looked up to, embraced, whatever, and I fear she won't once she is more educated.
If it consoles you any, none of us respect you now, so you could chalk it up to her improving herself.

This fucking bullshit make-uh me-uh insane-uh.

I have no real-world skills. None. I can work in a warehouse. Woo. A few hours training and anyone else can, as well.

Fucking college and it's bullshit courses. Why can't I just be smart?

...I wish I knew.
If you want shit to happen, get your ass off of the internet crying and make things happen.


<3

We haven't had sex in like a month.


A month? Damn man that might be part of the problem. Your girl is getting dick somewhere else.

What you need to do is man the fuck up and go do something with your life. Seriously, going to school is not fucking hard, it just requires a tiny bit of ambition. A goddamn monkey could get a Bachelors degree. Shit, there are monkeys that make a lot of money at my company, and they got there by going through the motions. If it were up to me, they'd be working in a fuckin' warehouse too. It's not difficult, you just have to get off of your ass and do it. Stop complaining about your shit job, and do something about it. Complaining accomplishes nothing. Clearly you realize the problem at hand, so go ahead and do something about it.

And, (this could go for quite a bit of you on here)- go find some goddamn friends. Get off of this forum and stop talking to anonymous strangers. Having good friends makes you feel good about yourself, so get the fuck off of the computer and go hang out with someone.

I have lots of friends, but they all are like old ladies, it's nuts! I'll call them, ask if they want to go hang out, maybe hit a bar, they're all "No... I've got stuff to do.."

They don't, none of them work.

And I can't apply for a job at quarter to midnight.

I've got two jobs now, and I'm going back to school, also.

60 hours of work and whatever schooling I can fit in.

I have lots of friends, but they all are like old ladies, it's nuts! I'll call them, ask if they want to go hang out, maybe hit a bar, they're all "No... I've got stuff to do.."

They don't, none of them work.

And I can't apply for a job at quarter to midnight.

I've got two jobs now, and I'm going back to school, also.

60 hours of work and whatever schooling I can fit in.

You're one confused, sheltered, ignorant-to-the-world kid.

I have lots of friends, but they all are like old ladies, it's nuts! I'll call them, ask if they want to go hang out, maybe hit a bar, they're all "No... I've got stuff to do.."

They don't, none of them work.

And I can't apply for a job at quarter to midnight.

I've got two jobs now, and I'm going back to school, also.

60 hours of work and whatever schooling I can fit in.

60 hours a week? Fuck that. Quit your job, take out a damn loan, and go to school. Meet some new people, experience something. Get some connections and get a decent job, but first get some damn respect for yourself. You've been taking classes for as long as I remember you being on this forum, and I earned 2 degrees in that time. Just get off your ass, cut the shit, and do it.

I think the respect thing is vital... if you don't respect yourself, nobody else is going to either.

Yeah, it's quite a big deal. I'm sitting at an airport bar right now eating a sandwich, and am surrounded by 30 something douchebags with their fucking blinking Bluetooth headsets on, none of which fielded a phone call within the past hour. These people are the epitome of scum fucks that somehow end up with a decent job, but have such low self esteem that they need to strap something to their ear so everyone wonders if they are important.

Get some self respect, challenge yourself with something. If you float through life just getting by then you will never respect yourself. You don't even know what you are capable of. Mediocrity is pathetic, but only if it is by choice.

I do challenge myself, then I overcome the challenge, and then I nap.

Calc is the only thing holding my education back. Even after tutors and such, I can't do math tests.

I'm probably going to switch my major to something I can do without math... like graphic design.

60 hours a week? Fuck that. Quit your job, take out a damn loan, and go to school. Meet some new people, experience something. Get some connections and get a decent job, but first get some damn respect for yourself. You've been taking classes for as long as I remember you being on this forum, and I earned 2 degrees in that time. Just get off your ass, cut the shit, and do it.

Only taken classes for two years, now. Worked for a year.

I am not going any further into debt. Fuck that.

My Walgreens boss wants me to look into pharmaschool.

I do challenge myself, then I overcome the challenge, and then I nap.

Calc is the only thing holding my education back. Even after tutors and such, I can't do math tests.

I'm probably going to switch my major to something I can do without math... like graphic design.

If you can't get through a part time community college class, then you aren't trying hard enough. That shit is simple, just use your head.

Only taken classes for two years, now. Worked for a year.

I am not going any further into debt. Fuck that.

My Walgreens boss wants me to look into pharmaschool.

What do you mean fuck that? So you would rather spend the rest of your twenties stocking shelves at Walgreens? Maybe if you're lucky you will make store manager when you are 30? Dude, I have $100k in student debt, and I frankly could give a shit. If you do it right and don't fuck around, you'll be able to cover it without a problem. Not to mention, they are handed out at like 3.5% interest, which isn't shit. It is worth it, I promise you. Or at least finish community college and get a damn scholarship somewhere. Apply yourself, you're 21 years for Christ's sake. Step up and do something for yourself.

And pharmschool? You are stuck on comm. college calc, and you want to go to pharm school? Ever taken a chemistry class before?

Chemistry isn't a problem, really. I got all my pre reqs in basic chem.

And I'm working again, busting my ass, to get enough money to quit my full time job, using my part time job to pay the beer. Debt will be incurred, but not this semester.

The worst part is I'll need all private loans, because I've made too much to get public loans.

He's right man. Take it from me. I went into engineering school right out of highschool. I dropped out because of, many reasons, none of them were good, but I did it anyway and became a mechanic thinking that it would be a good job. Wrong. Labor jobs suck and pay peanuts and break your body. Now i'm 24, back in engineering school (two more years to go), have a ton of student debt, but I could care less. Yeah school kinda sucks and its hard, but whenever it starts to get me down, I just think back to when I was working in the shop when it was over 100 degrees in there working on other peoples shitboxes, getting paid peanuts and comparing it to sitting at a desk in a nice air conditioned room and having to use my head.

And calc isn't hard man, just put some thought into it. Calc 1 and 2 are the hardest, afterwards calc 3 and diff eq' is a breeze. I doubt you'll even have to go that high.

If you have problems with tests, they have resources available to help you with test preparedness and test anxiety. There's always a way, man.

One final thing: school only gets harder to do the longer you wait. It's already tough enough that you'll have to work and go to class at the same time. Imagine if you have to make a house payment, knocked up your girlfriend, have to fix your car yadda yadda. Time just goes by faster and faster after 21. Go back to school and do it now.

I don't have to fix my cars, my mechanic does, why would I worry about that?

play the lottery more?

Degrees aside... in the business world, there's 2 types of people you run across.
1: people that can cover the basic necessities of their job, and stay in one spot.
2: people that can make shit happen, and get bored if they aren't improving something.

I think you're #1, which is why I doubt you'll ever be very successful. You can't buy that "hunger" if it isn't in you. #2 type people can usually be successful no matter what. I think you're too insecure to be a #2 person in general, you'd be too scared to make things happen because of what other people around think. Shut people up with results, and let your actions speak rather than patting yourself on the back.

Def #2, which is why I have a hard time in school. I'd much rather be out actively participating, then sitting in a chair.

I need ritalin.

theres no such thing as sunshine and rainbows once you hit a certain point in your 20's.

Sack the fuck up. Realize what life "really" concists of, deal with it and move forward.

May the gods feed you honey, you fucking wierdo...

well, i am 27 and i just think you are jealous of my upbeat outlook on an otherwise shitty life.

also, problems arise, and problems are dealt wit. Thats all you need to know. Life sucks all you can do is try to stay positive about it (and of course do something about it), and maybe something might happen. If not then atleast you didnt spend the whole time bitching.

thanks for setting me straight?

anytime?

Goddamn this is gay.


I agree with 2ndGen on this one. Just put your nose to the grind stone and fucking do it man. Get involved beyond *just* going to class, join (or form) a study group for your calc class.

If your "friends" don't ever want to hang out than chances are they aren't really friends.

You know how many of the kids I hung out with in High School I'm still friends with? None! They are (by and large) fucking pothead bums who never got up and did something with their lives.

I'm telling you, if you're in a rut the best thing you can do is keep yourself occupied. Start small, even if it's something as little as vacuuming your house. Wash your car, mow the lawn, take up jogging (exercising regularly goes MILES for improving motivation and self worth), turn off the fucking tv, read a book that *doesn't* necessarily interest you.

Basically you need to become active, once you start doing little things they *will* snowball and you will find yourself much more proactive and successful.

And stop listening to Plain White T's... that's after-breakup music, don't set the tone.

It was a one or two day thing.


All better.



Maybe I was raggin.

Hi, Mark!

1. if you can't hack basic calculus, stay away from engineering school, esp Michigan Tech
What if you can't hack Chem II? Thats what did me in... :(

I don't know... Calc isn't all that hard. I just get downgraded because I don't show all my work. Right answers, with no proof means I'm a dirty rotten cheater.

You guys really just abandoned school because you couldn't pass ONE class?

You guys really just abandoned school because you couldn't pass ONE class?
Didn't abandon, went on academic suspension. I took that shit three times, and bombed it all three times. Even had tutors and whatnot. Chem 1 was a walk in the park, Chem II was like trying to read french and me only knowing spanish.

And if this job works out the way I hope it will, who needs to go back to school? I've got enough hours of education invested in this occupation to equal a fucking bachelors anyway.

being organized gives you the ability to do circles around geniuses. organized people tend to be happier. Learning to socialize and deal with people opens the doors; not the piece of paper. Off to the library for you. PM me for book selections

I'm no genius nor fully organized yet my take home is 1K a week. I can imagine what you will do once motivated.

I beat a genius at arm wrestling once.
I'm pretty sure I reached a higher level.

having the degree opens alot of closed doors, even if it is just a piece of paper
Thats why I'm eventually going to get some kind of a degree, just saying in my industry the kind of training I have is more important then a degree. But, thats a dead horse I don't need to beat.

Didn't abandon, went on academic suspension. I took that shit three times, and bombed it all three times. Even had tutors and whatnot. Chem 1 was a walk in the park, Chem II was like trying to read french and me only knowing spanish.

werd yo

I can say without question that I would not be where I am without going out and socializing, drinking with people, making new friends, etc. Hell, just the other day in Charlotte I discovered that the girl who is now in charge of placing my team where we want to be was best friends in college with one of my best friends who was in law school. That right there is an instant in, a connection that will allow me to pick what market I want to be in a year from now ahead of everyone else who is on the same level is me. You can't put a price tag on stuff like.

Which is exactly why I refuse to go to college until I can go to college... None of that online classes bullshit for me.

I can say without question that I would not be where I am without going out and socializing, drinking with people, making new friends, etc. Hell, just the other day in Charlotte I discovered that the girl who is now in charge of placing my team where we want to be was best friends in college with one of my best friends who was in law school. That right there is an instant in, a connection that will allow me to pick what market I want to be in a year from now ahead of everyone else who is on the same level is me. You can't put a price tag on stuff like.

I'm going to have to stop posting when drinking, my writing is getting sloppy.

Why can't I just be smart?

You are right where you're supposed to be, you pathetic puke. Your life is going nowhere because you rely too much on yourself and as you have said, you've got no skills.

The only hope you have is to realize that you have no hope at all. When you give up pondering "what could of been if only...." and "what you could do if only..." then you'll be able to function.

Hope this helps.

All kidding aside, if you can't hack college, join up with a trade. Once you've mastered the skills and made many contacts, start your own business.